Don't Mean Anything, Now That You're Gone

Hi ya.

So well, haven't been blogging for sometime now. It's been pretty hectic in college with assignments and presentations due, man oh man. Everything's all good now, exam's in a week though, yikes. Gotta stop wasting time on facebook and start revising :/

I know, I know what you're thinking, it's facebook, like hell I'm gonna stop going on. I will..try. Seriously, I'm shit scared for French. Not so much for the other two. Honestly, I can't wait for it to be over and done with, YES. Then it's 3rd sem baby. I feel old.

Hm, speaking of which, I'm kinda excited that the year is coming to an end. SO FAST though. But it's good, I like beginnings. Especially cause NeYo's coming down in JANUARY! Time to start making my resolutions list again. So far, this year, I've done pretty much everything I wanted to do, almost. I still have a lot that I haven't done though, kinda bummed.

Been spending most of my time talking to thebff :D BIG BIG shoutout to eyi love aka ryan johnson ;) haha yeah, see, the plan was to tell my parents (if they ever asked) that his name is ryan johnson, cause my parents get really paranoid when I'm around malay guys. But mum already saw his name, so it's Emyrul Johnson; somehow. haha weird. :p

I think the maggie goreng I ate yesterday is giving me stomach cramps -.- bloody hell, I couldn't wake up from bed at all today. Freaking wasted a whole day in bed. I decided to make lamingtons! Today, which is the 26th! :D never tasted one before and I'm such a community channel junkie. GOD she's crazy funny. I LOVE YOU NAT! heh, so excited (y) watch and subscribe, there will never be a dull moment in your life, ever.

Oh, I went out with Raffy the other day, had a really awesome time at the restaurant next to the smelly river stream. But yeah, we visited the doggies at Central Park, we're going there for a picnic, haha :)

Gonna have a go at playing my guitar now and wake up the neighbourhood. I just wanna learn one song, ONE BLOODY SONG. & I'll be content.

GOD FTW.
not really, just over exaggerating

& yes, I would actually ♥

(but M'sia is fucked & it would be complicated; I love you baby)

Take My Hand, We're Off To Never Never-Land.

So I really don't know why I do this but I think it's become a dirty habit. Whenever you bump into me now, I'll give you what I'd like to call a wave wave, literally a double wave -.- I know right, I mean, like, wtf. It's like programmed into my peewee brain that it's okay to double wave everytime you meet someone you possibly know. & my friends get really annoyed sometimes. See, I have to stay in college the whole day if classes finish late 'cause well, I don't have a car, let alone my drivers license. Yeah, pathetic, I know. So yeah, because I stay in college all day, I practically know atleast one person from each department/class/school. So whenever I pass them on the way to class with my friends, I always get comments like, "God, you know everyone, don't you." like it's a bad thing. Then they get annoyed for god knows what reason. Bugger off, so I know people. So what?! WAVE WAVE!

I wave a lot. I think it's like a biological mutation reflex thing :/ whenever I see a familiar face, it automatically sends signals to my brain telling it to lift my hand and move it from left to right with optimum force and velocity. I'm even starting to do it in church. Like today I saw this girl from sunday school, haven't seen her in awhile and she was walking pass me, I smile and like some kind of uncontrollable reflex, I wavedouble wave. I felt so retarded when she gave me the look. Felt like such a freak. Gee, thanks ...hm

So a little bit about today. Made my friends kidnap me after mass today, I just needed a dose of friends, overdosed on family due to the fact that I couldn't go out because people these days don't make use of their handphones *rolls eyes. Screw that, so over it. So yeah, sunday breakfast with my friends are always the best :) I love spending time with em. Picture, AKA brain stimulator (ohyeaah) If you can't see the reason for the picture on the right, just slap yourself. The van's indicator is for the left and the other car's indicator is for the right. We were like, duuude I wonder how that's gonna go down. Haha we didn't really pay much attention after that. Just thought it'll be fun to post.

Another thing, I don't know why my mum things it's okay for her to talk to me like how she does with my elder sister. I mean, I don't like talking to my family, it's long and hard (ohdouble meaning, don't get excited now) for me to explain. JUST I don't like talking at home. The only conversations I have with my parents are either to argue about how much I think they're wrong and if I can go out. Because even when I know the answer, I still have to ask permission, so that they feel like they are in control of my life, still. after 17 years, they still wanna hold my hand and cross the road *metaphorically speaking.

Been sitting in front of the laptop this weekend, how dull. YEAH. I know, damn. Mum kept bugging me to wash my clothes but when I finally got to it, the machine was full, but she's still asking me to wash my clothes, damn sometimes, I can so totally see where I get my blondness from. Seriously, I don't know what is up with her. At work she's so alert, she remembers everything. But when we talk to her or tell her something, she's like a retarded brain damaged child! DUDE. Like, the fuck. It's very annoying.

...crap got sidetracked...

Anyway, that's really beside the point. What I was gonna say is that, I've been sitting in front of the laptop these pass two days and I swear I'm not surprised that my uniform doesn't fit me anymore. HAHA is it really true that when you sit for long periods of times, your butt gets bigger? Well, you don't possibly expect me to stand and do my shit on the lappy, do you?

Yeah, the amount of time I spend online, I swear if I were paid to do it, I'd be super rich man. & I'm so addicted to this game it's called Bejeweled Blitz. It's not awesome or anything, it's just very addictive, for me anyways.

Yeah, click on it. Or not.

So, I always play this game like a junkie on crack, it's like my supply of crack. LOL laaaame. Yeah, anyways, so whenever I play this game, I play it with the sounds on, because I'm just used to it. BUT somehow or rather, the21yearold finds it irritating that I can't play quietly *rolls eyes. So to satisfy her, I turned the sound off. I had to adjust to the fact that there wasn't any sound but I got used to it after awhile and it was all good. Somehow I'd realized only today that I had memorized the sounds and had been playing them in my head as replacement of the original noisy man who says One Minute like Megatron. LOL

My parents really get on my nerves. First of all, I don't know who told them that dogs understand english like humans do. My dad talks to the dogs like they can answer him back. And he makes fun of my uncle who talks to his tortoises, pfft. DAD LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU MOCK OTHER PEOPLE. They watch movies with the volume super high, it's so annoying, I can't listen to my music without my ears hurting.

God, it's frustrating. & seriously, I have to find another word to replace the word God. I've been using it too much and I don't feel good about it, for the first time in my life. LOL

Guess I'm done boring you with words. Have a good night. Take care.

x
nikole jeyn.

I Miss You.

Happy Birthday Terri Fugga ♥

Friday the 13th.

Happy Birthday Molly Molls ♥♥

Baby, You Know That Maybe It's Time For Miracles.

2012
A lip biting Two and A Half hours!

My lips are pulsing with pain right now. The movie was good, well the explosions were tres magnifique! The acting, not so bad. The car going through buildings with people falling was where my lips were just brutally mutilated :( and it didn't help when the plane crashed and when the water hit when the door wasn't closed shut :/ *spoiler oops.

Before all of that, college was fun; housekeeping with eyi and manny was funny! Then class :/ which the lecturer was late for, as always. Zoning out to his "insightful" information on being maids, I looked under the table and found this underneath. Waited til after class was over to take a picture of it cause 5800 doesn't find it useful for the user to have the option to silence the camera sound, hm. So yeah, it kept me awake for awhile. Caveman, you're famous.

Afterward, met up with caveman and left for tcm. Got the tickets and princess caveman was hungry but couldn't decide on what to eat, what a girl :p Walked over to find the directory and found it, I think we were standing there for a good solid 10 minutes.

"Hey darlin, you want some bad ass coffee?"

On the way back we took the long way back, by accident, I apparently told him to turn into where he was suppose to too late -.- Yeah my fault *rolls eyes. I wanted to sleep so bad, but I had to entertain him. Haha no, just kidding. It was fun. He cracks me up all the time, I always have the best times with him.

Long story short, I had a good time today. Thank you caveman :)
Your name deserves some colour, feel honoured.

& no, it wasn't a date.
for the 98263639274283659834728937289791903014th time.
:)

Goodnight.
x
nikolejeyn